In April of 2016, I found my childhood sweetheart on FB. We had known each other since the 7th grade. Throughout high school and our 20s we reconnected off and on but were never romantic.  Well this time around, he was in a unhappy 20 year marriage and wanted out. We had an a passionate affair and soon everything crashed 4 months later. He and both agree we are soul mates. He became withdrawn and said he needed to slow down. He wanted to foucs on work and restructuring his family. One day he just cut me out. We tried dating and slowing down but he did not want to put titles on our relationship. I couldn't do it. I couldn't go from being full in to partially in. I have loved this guy for 35 years. He slowly became more withdrawn and told me to move on and that he couldn't give me the relationship. He wanted to focus on himself. So a couple of weeks ago he dropped mail off at my house but left it on the porch. I then texted him and told him to call me. He ignored it. I called him. He ignored. I texted him "do you not want me to contact you and leave you alone? You can answer "yes" or "no". It's all good. No answer. He  hasn't blocked me on FB nor am I a friend on FB. So I absolutely have no idea what I did or why he would go from one extreme to the other. I have not attempted to contact him. I have been doing LOA but have intermittent moments of sadness and happiness. It's much work. I know I am still attached to the outcome because I wanna know why he won't talk to me. This is painful but I am working really hard to let go. I am in the angry phase right now and still in disbelief that he would just discard me so easily. Especially after so much history together.