Hello everyone I'm over the moon right now. This might end up being a long one so strap in.

I started today in a very bad place. I woke up from dreams of lacking my love. To me this means there's still something blocking me in my subconscious. Anyway I wake up with the anxiety of lack and I quickly start meditating and emptying my mind. It subsides and I fall back asleep for another hour or two before I have to get up for work.

Work rolls around and my dreams are still stinging me and I'm trying to analyze what I'm resisting. Well I knew I still wasn't fully letting go. I was doing everything else right but not letting go and I was lost because I wasn't sure if I could. I kept affirming that I am detached but I still had a negative vibe about me. I even started snapping at one of my good friends while at work. I apologized and he forgave me, but I was still in a negative vibe.

Well I got over that vibe after about an hour and a half of nothing but concentrating on silence in my mind. I've even been programming my mind while in meditation to immedietly silence thought at a certain phrase (my mind is silent)

I get done with work and start really looking into letting go while using the law of attraction. I found inspiring stories about becoming positively selfish and putting myself back on the pedestal. I even wrote 2 pages of detachment affirmations and hung them on my fridge. This put me right where I needed to be. I decided I would continue my work on myself and go work out. I'm in the best shape I've been in in a long time by the way.

This is the good part for those of you reading this far. A couple days ago my love returned my mail key and took her last name off the box. It was just a printed label. Anyway after re aligning myself with detachment and going to work out I decided to check my mail. I look at the box and right next to my last name is her label. Her last name was stuck back on the mail box by obviously the universe. I was elated and laughed so hard.

I hope this story inspires some of you who may be struggling. Remember the universe is love and OT loves you and always has your best interest.