Hi Laura, I hope you understand my english. 

I think first you need to take out of you all the sadness an angry you're feeling right now, cry, scream, do what ever you need to do to take it out an then pass the page of this bad moment, do meditation, thats very good. 

Then I think you need to think more in yourself en think a little less in him, because if you're working on you, on being better and feeling ok, you don't have time to be sad or to be scared about the outcome, the most important thing for all of us is to be happy. 

Continue the techniques, do visualizations if it's feel good and don't think on the bad things, it's hard but try it. 

All here give you excelent advices 

Last edited by Kavik (11/05/2016 4:54 pm)

Sanshi wrote:

Sunny's advice is as good as always.

Thanks Sanshi!

Laura1234 wrote:

I have a fell that the more I did rs so the more he is away from me.. maybe he is really my twinflame and because of that so its so hard and he is sometimes bad.. or I dont know..yes I believe in parallel reality but sometimes I think that behavior others people dont be related with us.. Im confused from all LOA...
and I want be a positive and forget about this bad things which he said and sometimes I know be a positive but a few minutes later Im sad again and disappointed from him, and later I am determined be happy again and I really fell it and still around...I will never ignor echo from past thoughts and if they come again so I dont know.. I will have still a good thougts and later bad ...

That could be very well be the case, because you do RS from a place of neediness and desperation. When you send out this frequency while visualising, you attract more reasons to be needy and desperate, simple LoA. That's the reason why it's always a good idea to first feel better and get back on the subject, when you feel strong and centered.
Of course you are free to believe in that twinflame thing, but is it really serving you to think that this relationship is naturally hard? You always get what you believe.
And when you believe (and I'm sure you do and everyone of us does to an extend) that the behaviour of others is random and uncontrollable, that's what you get of course. You cannot expect to think a good thought once and cancel your whole belief system with it. It doesn't work that way. You have to think new thoughts consistently to get results.