I am writing this 10 minutes to end of my birthday. So I was expecting her call the whole day. I have been amazing nowadays but tend to loose sometimes as I have a bad day or two. But I fight and get back up. So today was a mixed day. I enjoyed a lot after I let go that it doesn't matter if she calls me or not it's only for the greater good that she didn't call today. Maybe she'll call me directly for patch up. I am happy but yes I do feel like I deserved a wish from her side. Anyways I am grateful that today I got to know that there are so many people who feel inspired by who I am and how I live my life. It was good to know that I am making difference in the lives of others. Thank u god for thisoopportunity. And all I can say is I may be anything but not a quitter. So if I loose my spark I'll get up and become the whole damn fire. I will get her back. I don't have doubts. And about when am I going to get her, clearly when the time will be the best suited for me. Thank you God. I love you. I hope this is my first and last post in this section. Because I like posting in the flying high section. Also I would love to post in the success stories section. I'll do it soon I know.