I would cool down for awhile before contacting him. you do not want to act out of emotion. how people treat us is a reflection of how we feel about ourselves. so if you feel you are not worth it you will attract someone who treats you this way. you need to change your inner feelings and how you feel about yourself. when we first meet someone we are feeling happy and good and we attract such an amazing person to ourselves. then after awhile we start to worry and we attract the exact things we worry about. loa is always at play. ALWAYS! 

Like Sanshi said do not put focus on what you do not want! Look back into your life how many times did the things you worried about manifest? that is why you need to let that go. focus on the now. on what you want to happen now. if you wanted him to be the man you desire you have to know that you are worth it. without a doubt and live life as if he is spoiling you. you are getting everything you want. he will be the one to come apologizing to you. I have manifested this with my love. someone who told me that we will never be together has recently told me that he cannot seem to leave me alone no matter how badly i piss him off. he has told me how much he loves me and how great he feels about us. he has been more attentive. i know that i am worth it. you are worth it too. this takes practice. things are not always good for me i have also attracted the break ups with this same man. it is all a work in progress. day by day i am choosing to change my life. we are powerful. you can do this!!! do not chase him, know you are worth it and he will chase you!!!! keep the faith. message me and i can send you some links i use when i feel down if you want