Hello everyone! 

I've been loving being on this forum so much! Lots of positive, kind, open minded and helpful people!

So, there's this thing I really need to let out... I am doing everything to attract my dream man, he is famous and I already met him in person (I believe with the help of the LOA methods I've been using). He is so sweet and handsome! The only guy in the band that doesn't have a girlfriend yet and sometimes I believe we're destined to be together for many reason, hahah! But there is something that is bothering me and starting to take away my attention from him. Yes, this does bothers me a lot because I know I can have him and he is everything I want in a partner, he would make a perfect husband. The most shocking part and please don't judge me! I fell madly in love with a man 35 years older than me. You read it well. He has the age to be my dad but gosh, he is so handsome and such a kind person. He seems to really like me a lot too. I doubt it is the same way I like him, lol! Hey, we never know! We have a big age difference and sometimes there can be fear of confessing our true feelings like it is happening to me. I once told him I loved him as a dad (which isn't true, I do love him but as someone who I wanted to be my boyfriend). We are coworkers and he likes to look at me and smile and he does say he loves me very much but like I said, maybe not in that way.

I don't know what I should do... Losing feelings for someone isn't that easy and I always see him at work. Plus we talk in the cellphone and via messages. I was thinking using Lanie's method to make him confess he loves me like a girlfriend and to kiss me but that way I'm taking the energy away from my other specific person which I was gonna do the same, using Lanie's method to attract him again to me. I am very confused!