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Yeah, sort of. I don't want to give up but I need a sign in form of his response especially when I had that dream last night.
P.S - I just revised my dream as I want it to be. And heard a song of him.
Last edited by Shy (11/04/2015 10:21 am)
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Doubt
β’ I doubt if I can achieve my dreams because of my changing vibes, sometimes I feel too good and sometimes too low.
β’ I doubt if I'm doing right thing. I doubt if I'm missing something.
β’ I doubt on myself sometimes that I'm not good enough for him or just don't deserve what I desire for. I doubt if it's all about fate.
β’ I doubt on myself that I'm wasting my time and expecting a lot by creating a fantasy which doesn't exists at all. I doubt when people say to me being practical and move on just because it's not in my fate or I'm not lucky at all.
β’ I doubt if I could ever share my success story here because many times whilst searching for success stories, I read how people were trying to get the specific person but they moved on and ended up finding someone else. I doubt because I want what I'm giving time for, not anything else.
β’ I doubt if I could ever detach from him like before. I doubt that he ever would come back and apologized to me like before or atleast would say 'i love u' to me like before.
β’ I doubt if I could ever see him again or talk to him because I haven't heard from him for months.
β’ I doubt if I could establish my career as an artist because I'm not trained and I doubt on my capabilities.
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Disappointment
β’ I'm disappointed because I can't see him online, his picture and status too. I don't know if he really thinks about me. He didn't utter a single word to me.
β’ I'm disappointed because I haven't seen any progress since he unblocked me but I can't even know if I'm still in his contact list. I don't know if it will happen ever.
β’ I'm disappointed because I want some progress now! I really want something from his side so that I could know it's working.
β’ I'm disappointed because I haven't received his text yet after visualising about it more than a week. I don't want to give up but universe is not responding me.
β’ I'm disappointed because we have to struggle a lot and despite doing lot efforts nothing seems working.
β’ I'm disappointed because I can't see where to go now. I'm also thinking about to give up now.
β’ I'm disappointed because I'm tired now with all of this, with my heart...I want to forget everything.
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Over the past few days. I've felt fear
Fear that if I don't contact my love. I won't ever hear from her
Fear that I won't get my love back
Fear I'm not the right one for my love
Fear that I won't ever get the 2nd chance I desire
Fear that I'll mess up loa and not get my love back
Fear she doesn't love me. Think of me. Or miss me anymore.
Fear that I won't be in her life in any aspect
What I've learned today. Is fear is a horrible emotion. Which causes so much desperation. Neediness and other negative feelings. Once I get rid of fear. The sky is the limit for me. Not just getting my love back. But also reaching my full potential