Hello, 

today I am on day 21. the last to days there great. I felt great. 

But today I saw somthing on socail Media he postet. And now I am afraid he dosen't won't me anymore.  

At the moment I feel pretty bad because I think it dosen't work and there are only a few days left and I don't know what to do after day 25? And I think I am not doinig well becaus noting happend. No call, No message ...I'm near giving up ...or calling him... (And in a few days his Birthday is)  

So I ask myslef what could I do different?  Has anybody an advice for me?