My name is Øyvind and i'm from Norway.

I want to start by saying i'm  a true  and firm believer of the Law of attraction , i've had a lot of fun With it before and experienced some amazing and beautiful tings in my past life.. for example.. i attracted a trip in my favorite car haha it was truy fun !
 
The reason why i'm posting is the fact that,last Sunday, me and my girlfriend broke up. There had been quit alot  of challanges/ struggles this past year and it has taken its toll on Our relationship. We have been together for about 2 years.. But last sunday for 10 daysa ago, she said enough is enough, she was tired and had no more to give, " i have no more to give, i need space " we did not have a fight or argue,there was no hate, we where both very tired mentally. So she said i cant do this no more… i would like to state that we have  feelings for each other still, even if she doesent tell me that right now.. i know her all to well. 

 So what happend  was, i got realy sad and devestated for a couple of days, like realy depressed,but as time goes by, i started to use Law of attraction, to self heal and become my old self again and currently working on becoming even a better person. I've done it before and i know it Works.
The funny thing is,  that we have actually spoken together  every day since the brake up for about 10 days ago. Every day has gone a bit better. A couple of days ago she was even sending me hearts and kisses and we realy had fun on our skype talks. Relaxing and laughing with our companies. The reason being  that, she is working on an oil rig and is gone for 14 days before she gets back. I still live in our apartment. She wants me to move out, Is what she feels is right at the moment.  

So here is my question. These past days of self improvment and healing i am becoming my self again. I feel strong, motivated and loved by all creations. I smile to people , i talk to people randomly. I give out love couse i have love to give. I'm doing stuff at home, witch i have never done before, at least in a long time.
So last night she called me, obviously she had been thinking, she seemed frustrated and was ??? why are you doing all these nice things...why now , not then, ect
I replied, i am my self again, i help out, do things. i am doing this becouse im want to help not cause i'm begging to get you back. altough that is what she thinks. I wondering  , em i the reason why she is being so unnstable ??? " in term, some good days some bad days ect.. what are your opinions on it ?????

Thanks for reading and replying this post.. hehe i know it's a bit long but im just being honest If you have any good suggestions on what to do . i'm all ears

The Tools i'm using are, visualization ,  meditation, sublime messages and affirmations, and  i have to say it realy Works. I feel more aware and i feel loved by the univers and i love it back, i smile and i do stuff it such a good feeling. I'm reparing all the old stuff that got me into this mess in the first Place.. But i have to be honest. Sometimes is hard , cuz when we talk , some old toughts get back inside, then i have to cleanse the feelings and start focus on the good stuff again, i guess its all part of being human.
 
I realy want her back,, she is an angel and i want a good healthy and happy life With her. Having children, car, house and marrige, the full package  and since we have that base love for each other and we have more or less the same life goals, i truly believe its possible to get back together again.
 
 Best wishes to you all in this forum , may you have a loving and fantastic life <3 remember we are all conected  with the univers , all together,  nothing is impossible . 
love Øyvind