Hey guys! i haven't posted in quite a while but i still lurked to see how you all were doing. 
I decided to step away for a bit because i wanted to see how things would unfold and wow.. let me tell you haha. 
I bought lanies cutting the cord meditation because i wanted to regain my power. It was honestly so worth it because i don't feel as attached to my outcome as before and that's pretty cool. These past two weeks have been completely different. My person and i would always hangout because he is now part of my friend group and we would always go out and do stuff  Recently though the vibe had a drastic change after we went to a concert together alone. He would sit really closely to me and would play fight me, he started texting me every single day and if i don't reply he texts me again. He got really comfortable around me now and he called my friends his best friends. we held hands at the movie theater and i met all of his friends at a party! Also he told me that his best friend told him to give me a chance which i thought was really odd because we never talked about being in a relationship so i figured that he probably talks about me to him. BUT it made me really happy because i am now approved by his best friend  
Also i was at his house with just him and we kissed and did the dirty lol but also the last time i was alone at his house all we did was cuddle and watch tv and it was really great
I see him on every single one of his days off and usually back to back. 
Things are really looking good and i feel like i am so close but im also in no hurry. I am just enjoying things and being happy and having fun. I am super glad that i did not give up and haven't gave up yet because i have come a VERY  long way lol.