Guys just need some guidance back to alignment.
Lately my practice of unconditional love has been going down south. I have never been patient but right now it is just at a minus level.

I feel as though I have succumbed myself to the pressure of society so this instance I do not talk like a deliberate creator. I have been thinking of leaving my job for a while. But the bad market of not getting employed was keeping me from doing so. I finally threw in the letter because I realised that I was so unhappy and no matter how hard i tried it was messing up my vibration. Just when I was feeling relieved because I went for a final interview elsewhere and it wento very well and I was very positive that job was mine. But there are a lot of delays to it. So my friend had to say most probably they can wait it out to hire so you are not going to hear from them. =_=
I also love food and I eat really well. And of course with that comes weight gain cause I'm not really exercising and my metabolism is not at its best at the moment. Girls around me eat so little and I keep hearing the calories. I kept it at bay for a good time to not let it affect me but now I feel that I'm so fat , I need to lose weight and eat little. I also discontineed my studies a long time back and people are talking to me about it to continue and study more to get enough edge in society to move forward in life. I just feel so drained by all that is happening at once.
Why do you guys do when you have such encounters? How do we combat them with Loa? I'm sorry if I sounded too negative. I was using this to rant with people who is aware of loa just need some guidance.
Thanks!