So I haven't been on here in months because ultimately I gave up all hope for everything. Then I started to think the LOA is all in peoples minds just to make them feel good. Back in Feb my guy decided to just block me with no explanation for 3 whole months. I constantly called from different numbers, left vm several times, and cried for one whole month. I understand that you must be careful in what you speak into the universe. When I met this guy he was EVERYTHING i ever wanted and treated me how I always wanted to be treated. When he was so consistent I started to question whats his real intentions, or I would listen to neg friends and as a result I keep running from him the more I fell for him. It started to be this on and off. Until one day he told me he became numb to me walking out at any given time and tat it didn't hurt anymore so just go. 3 months after he reached back out to me as to why he blocked me and it was due to someone I trusted in y personal business going back and telling it all and he thought I was betraying him because he is a very private low key person. This person talked about me very badly told lies on me. Now that he back in its like I'm in love with this dude but he just wants to be friends and it hurts. He would ask to see me only to know I was working and wouldn't be able to and I just thought now its a mind game he's playing with me. I cried one last time and told myself this will be the last time. All i ever do is reflect on my wrongs dealing with him. But I want to know is it even possible for me to even attract him back the way things use to be. It just seems so impossible I get him back but its not how I expect it to be. He doesn't express any emotions or feelings for me anymore and I feel like he doesn't even care at times. I need some feedback anyone please