Sanshi, I for one am horrified to read this and I hope you reconsider your decision?
You have been tirelessly here, answering one and all and I know emphatically how draining that can become. I'm not actually aware of what went down, but I know absolutely that your intentions have always been to assist and uplift. I ask that you PLEASE reconsider, as I am in the process of trying to turn this forum around completely. And we can't move forward without you... Please?! 💞

Sanshi please remember that you can't let the outside effect the inside. When people are desperate they feel like they need to hear what they want for them to be okay and you know that's not how it goes. Most people here come out of desperation but then soon learn that desperation leads to negative energies and outcomes. I understand it can be draining but just imagine how many lives you saved without knowing...its countless. Letting somebody get to you is just a moment of weakness we are human it happens I ask that you reconsider this decision when you're feeling better and are at a higher vibrational feeling. When I first came here out of sheer fear and desperation you were THE VERY FIRST PERSON to reply to me and try to help me out of my situation. I was confused by the reply I must admit because you know far more than I did and still do at this moment but it doesn't mean the help isn't appreciated. Please don't leave for good give yourself time to recharge and I am gonna be sending some energy your way to help you with that so you won't have to deal with it alone. You are truly loved and appreciated thank you Sanshi 💓💓💓

Sanshi I understand completely - it's tricky to give so much time and support and get to a point where you just feel drained: this forum can provide great things but can really get to you sometimes and make you want to step back because of how heavy the vibe gets. People take a lot on here but don't always appreciate the time put in by others just for support.

You already know I feel you've helped me in many ways so I'm part of the Sanshi fan club and feel it's unfortunate that people who aren't in the place to appreciate and welcome what you have to offer are the reason why others who could truly benefit from your insight will not be able to.

And, you were part of the people who were such a support for cherished who had been alone for a long time dealing with the heavy responsibility of advising, supporting, it's a great loss for her as well.

That being said your vibration comes first and you need to do what is best for you. I wish you well whatever you decide and would of course love to stay in touch and see how you're doing - but that's all pm conversation.

Oh no! Sanshi I feel terrible! I don't know what's been happening as I've been house sitting for my Grandmother who has no Internet so I haven't been here as much lately. If someone here has treated you poorly I feel awful about that. I can understand though that you feel exhausted after putting in so much effort to reply to everyone and give advice. Please reconsider leaving. What about taking a break from the forum until things settle down and you feel better? I look forward to your posts and would be sad for you to leave.  You ultimately have to do what is best for you though. Take care friend and I hope I'll still see you around here!

Sanshi, please reconsider. You are the support for many people of the forum. Don't leave, please.