So me & my Ex broke up a few weeks ago and I started using LOA to attract them back and started no contact approx 3 weeks ago .I was trying to be positive and happy and everything was going good.I got a really bad flu last week and was bed ridden though which put a dampner on things. I also went for a universal energy healing and the healer found that my heart chakra was blocked and released it and since that I found lots of Anger coming up.

So we still have bills to sort out and stuff so we had to get in touch but the conversations turned really really sour and nasty.We got very very abusive,smart and nasty and we ended up totally F@#king eacother out of it!! Insulting eachothers characters and looks and called eachother every bad and evil name and insult under the sun!!! :O She ended up saying get over it ,I dont f####g want you.And I was saying the same thing to her and saying i want done with her for good if it wasnt for bills tieing us etc Id be done forever
I also sent really extreme long agressive Angry messages aswell,they were horrible

I have days where I dont want her back aswell and hate her and days where I love her to bits,does anyone elce experience this?

I am wondering is this at the point of no return now?
I am shocked and annoyed at my behaviour,I am usually very loving but I just let loose and lost the plot!

Please help 💖