I'm feeling really good about me and my guy.  Over the last week, it feels we're becoming closer and I've had some lovely synchronicities to affirm that it's all unfolding perfectly.  I'm always amazed at these synchronicities, they make me smile and very thankful.  I'm also very fortunate that I have a friend here who I can talk to about LoA and 'creating your own reality' and that has helped me so much as well as being able to come on the forum and have all the wonderful folk here give me input and keep me right at times.  I've been through a few 'blips' in thought processes until I got the hang of it, especially to do with 'not focussing' on the external circumstances, and more recently, to really not think about or be concerned about how my guy is thinking/feeling about us.  It's all under my control basically.  It's just all to do with my focus.  I'm loving how I'm seeing the results now, even down to writing a script and seeing it unfold exactly as I wrote it!  e.g I had written 'we can find films to watch together that we both enjoy' and the next thing we're talking about films and he says he wants to step into my world of film and I'm open to watching some of the things he likes.  (it has to be said that we didn't do this before).  So, I know I've changed and I just feel like we're getting to know each other better now and he even said yesterday he wanted to take me to the city to his favourite pizza/beer place.  I'm just excited about how it's all going.   I know I have to keep a vigilant watch on my thoughts because even though I've had amazing evidence of LoA, I have slipped up sometimes.  But, I know that I'm getting better and better at sticking to my story!!!  Someone on here said that and it's so true if you can just remember that one!  Stick to your story!!! NOTHING ELSE M A T T E R S.  Just keep going until you see 'the matter' manifest before your eyes.  Keep believing, keep seeing and know that IT ALL COMES FROM YOU!  THEIR BEHAVIOUR COMES FROM YOU!.  So, keep seeing them as you'd like them to be interacting with you!  Keep sending the love to them.  

A lovely meditation I've been doing this week and I've seen a difference after it when i see my guy is this one you might like to try?

Sit and go into your normal meditation/visualisation process, breathe deeply, open yourself to receiving the love energies of the Universe and fill yourself with love and light. I like to imagine I'm in a forest and I'm sitting there with the sun coming down through my head and filling my body and going down through my roots into the earth.  Just breathe this lovely light in for a bit.  And then call on your persons name a couple of times and have them come and sit in front of you.  You can hold hands and 'feel' the energetic connection of you both.  Look into their eyes from a 'feeling' place of pure love.  Tell them you love them and have them say it back if you wish.  You might also say 'thank you' 'i love you' a few times.  You can also put your hand on your heart and have them do the same whilst holding the other hands together.  And just sit like this for a few minutes and feel the connection.  Next, if you're female, you're going to sit in the yo-yum position (tantric term/position) which is on their lap with your arms and legs around them hugging them.  If you're male, have your female sit on your lap.   And you're going to feel your naked body next to theirs and just take time to involve your senses here a bit.  e.g feel the skin on their back, whisper into their ear 'i love you' etc.
Then, quietly engage in 'synchronistic breathing' with them.  So, really get a sense of breathing in time with them and again, engage your feelings, Be there as much as you can as you're breathing, feel your chests next to each other.   And do this for however long you like/enjoy, a minimum of 5mins is good. When you're ready to finish, just say 'thank you, 'i love you' and put yourself back into just seated position opposite them for a bit and hold hands again.  Do some eye gazing again and when you're ready to complete it,  just say to them 'ok , thank you, let's do this again sometime' and squeeze their hands and 'let them go'  I always move my hands inward in front of my body a few times just to 'clear the connection' and then 'blow kisses' to them from my hands outwardly, sometimes I say 'see you later'  

I went into a very deep meditation when I did this, it just felt like all the love energies were all around us and my hands were tingling, it really is a lovely thing to do and will just make you feel sooooo goood!!!!!  Let me know if you do it and how you get on???

I like to do heart energy meditation/connection as well as RS or sometimes combine both.  Its always nice to focus more on the subtle love connection/bond you have with them.

Also, you just can't let any doubt deter you.  If you notice it, take a rest, gain your energy and strength.  Realise that you have the power to make it the way you want it.  And then, just get back on track!
 

Last edited by Susiewoo (7/20/2016 4:52 am)