Hey everyone, so I was rehearsing with J today and it was all going well, we were having fun and getting some practise done.  I also like to think of our vibration 'merging' when we are playing together.  I was singing and walking around his lounge spreading good vibrations!!!  But, then, I happened to spot a ladies umbrella in his bedroom and he mentioned a womans' name saying how she brought him the cats flea collars, now, I don't recall hearing this womans before and I didnt' want to say anything, it may well just be his friends mother.  I've no idea but I did feel a bit of reaction in my stomach and then did my best to let it go.  Then, when I was in the bathroom I checked the bin (i KNow it was lame) and I did see what looked like a feminine product wrapped up in there.  So, there may be a female around, I'm not 100% sure and I'm doing my best to really put it out my mind and carry on regardless.  We are going swimming tomorrow morning together.  It's just so odd, but I know my work is getting through, he looks at me sometimes and I just know that it's in more than a casual manner.  I guess it's just when you see these wee things in the external, sometimes the emotions get involved and I really want to do my best to 'ignore' what I'm observing but still it kinda does affect you a little.  So, I'd love your encouragement please!!!!