Sooooo this whole week I've felt really good.. really at peace with the situation.. I've been visualizing & affirming positive things about my love & the relationship.. doing anything to make my belief of us getting back together stronger.. I enjoy the visualizations so much more now.. but I've also felt like I don't care anymore.. I know this is supposed to be a good thing but sometimes I feel am I caring too little now?????

We are in contact.. here & there he'll message me or call me.. keeps it friendly!! Last night he called too & today I gave his belated birthday gift of 6 months to our mutual friend to give him coz it's been too long now lol & he thanked me through a text - it was a sentimental gift - he was very shocked by it.. I'm just surprised he didn't call me to thank me? Would have been more respectful? I'm visualizing romance & I get contact from him but it's pretty much always friendly  - nothing more to show he wants the relationship back.. BUT at the same time this all doesn't seem to bother me anymore which makes me think am I not caring enough???? Or am I on the right track???