No no! No need to apologize at all! I also am extremely passionate about this! It is doing wonders for me so far. I do have my moments of "why hasn't it happened yet?" but then I remember what Veronica says. It has started to manifest but we cannot see it yet. I have taken on a lot with my first manifestation to be my love back into my life so I need to be patient and know the universe has a plan and it is working on it in the fastest possible way. I would love to hear more about your story!

There is so much.  I am not sure where you want me to begin.  I feel in love with him April 2014.  I didn't realize but at the time I was attracting him.  I found him ,my fb friends.  He started liking a few things.  I became curious.  I had my fb up a marketing company in my small town.  I had over 2k.  I had been thinking I was done with being alone and wanting to be with the love of my life.  Then I saw his profile picture.  Buried in his pics.  He was perfect.  Sweet kind and loving in his eyes.  It was love at first sight.  Kissing him was magic.  I have never felt like this ever before.  He always treated me like a lady.  But he was afraid.  I know I scare him and that he feels unworthy of me.  We dated briefly that first year and then he pulled away.  I was crushed.  I was lonely got on dating site and dated a few guys.  It was a nightmare.  Non of them was him.  I found myself looking for him on those sites.  I remained his fb friend and we touched base on and off.  Then last May he reached out to me.  His intentions I will never know.  All I know is I wanted to be his.  I always felt we had a connection that was different than anyone else.  My son and I even fell in love with his family.  But then I posted something about marriage on my fb and he got mad.  We had the talk.  He told me he had no intentions of ever getting married and that he enjoyed being alone.  But we continued to see each other.  I prayed really hard something would happen to him to change.  Then about a month later he had a stroke.  He is only 46.  He reached out for me.  He was so distant for months and I assumed there was someone else.  But he was passing out and hitting his head.  He texted me at the hospital and I went right away to him.  My son and I visited him.  He was told he had to have surgery to clear blockage in his throat.  He was not going to do it.  I got mad and told him he owed his sons the right to have their dad around.  His youngest is 17.  Three days after the surgery his throat ties came undone and he started bleeding in his throat.  He scared my son and I.  We were alone with him when it happened.  My son cried.  He is only 6.  We live in a very small area and the local hospital is terrible but that is where he had to be taken.  He made me promise I would make sure he would go to the good hospital in the other county.  I did.  I met his mom and sister at the first hospital after dropping my son off at our home, so his nana could watch him.  I went to the hospital.  His mom and sister wanted me to go with them to the better hospital but I wanted to clean up his place from leaving dinner all over his kitchen.  So I did.  It was midnight at this point and I was on the drive a 30 min trek.  I was scared and yet I was not sure in anyway why I was going to see a man that could not get close to me and that I felt was pushing me away.  But I love him.  Then on the drive.  God showed me our future.  I have never thought of or ever wanted to see what I saw.  He showed me our wedding day.  It was beautiful.  All we love were there.  We were very happy.  I was calm at this point and assured I had a real reason to be there for him.  I arrived and I was the only one there for almost 2 hours.  Good thing I got there when I did.  Emergency personnel came to me and immediately discussed to me that he needed immediate surgery and who I was.  I said I was not sure, I thought I was his gf.  I was asked to sign a release for them to save his life.  And then I was told I would need to explain to his mom and sister then later his young sons whom traveled 2 hours to be with their dad.  That I had signed a release to have the doctors operate.  It was a very uncomfortable situation.   I had not really at that point being around his family too much.  And really my ex did very little at that point to make me feel a part of his life.  But my heart for full.  For months after.  He needed me and appreciated my son and I coming over every weekend to stay with him so he was not alone.  As he got better he pulled away even more.  I was slowing getting more and more depressed.  Feeling so needy and so sad.  He had really backed away from everyone.  Even his sons.  I know they want him to live.  His body is a mess.  He has blockage on the other side of his neck, to his heart and in his legs.  He had no insurance and had just got hired on full time.  His bills have to be at least 100k.  He is extremely old fashioned and prideful. I know he feels that he has nothing to offer us.  But this is the thing about us.  We love him and in love and the loa anything is possible.  So I had to walk away.  I am devastated.  I am currently in counseling.  I have to stay positive and don't believe in drugging up on antidepressants.  My son needs me to be all that I can be.  But my greatest desire is to have a family with this man.  I know its possible.  So now I am working on me.  I got this fantastic job.  The job of my life.  I love what I do.  I work with the disabled and I get to exercise with them 3 times a week and do my creative arts and not take a min away from being home with my son in the evenings and weekends.  My life is so unstressful.  That was the most important thing for me and that was my loa.  My ex never thought you could love working.  But I so do.  I make a difference and really whom I am around make a difference to me.  Its my church at work.  My home life is perfect but missing that love of my life and dad to my boy.  I know I am manifesting him.  I see and feel things that are only from him.  The universe loves us.  It is providing proof for me to be positive and not give up.  Miracles happen all the time.  It will be so.  I feel him with me all the time.  We love him. 

Thank you Tizme, I absolutely will, may you get your desire also