So this has been a very strange week for me. I have been gone 5 hours away from home all week for work related training and meetings. I saw my girl Tuesday morning at work before I left. She text that morning and ask if something came in the mail. We exchanged several pleasant text messages. When I arrived at work, I saw her and she did not look happy. I was laughing, looking good, confident, and I had several people laughing at what I was talking about. In fact, there were about 7 people around me as people seem to gravitate to me now. She didn't look at me but appeared to be pissed because everyone was having a good time. I just had this feeling in my head, she thinks you look amazing today and she is jealous that you can make people laugh so easily and you are so happy. So yesterday, I am sitting in a presentation and i was sending her love and she immediately text me and ask when I would be home. I told her Friday night late and ask her why. She then ask about some trivial item from my house that amounts to 10 bucks or so. Then she tells me," you looked really really good the other day. You seem so happy." I smiled on the inside because I had those same exact thoughts after I saw her that morning. We exchanged a few more pleasant text messages.  This isn't the first time that she has commented on how happy that I seem and that it is good to see me so happy. She also comments on how I look and the weight I have lost. When I do see her, she always looks miserable and almost like she has let her appearance go.  She also commented that I have not been on Facebook and she ask two weeks ago if I was dating someone else. She came by unannounced a few weeks ago and got some of her things from my house but she would not look me in the eye. She didn't smile and she was stand offish. I just let her go and really didn't let it affect me. I have been super busy, keeping my vibes sky high. Some days, for part of the day anyway, I am somewhat neutral but i think it's from being so high most of the time.  She has ask my co workers how I am doing and she appears to be trying to obtain information as she wonders in my office when I am not there. I have not heard from her today, but the story gets stranger. I have felt this strange feeling like someone is using RS on me so I am questioning if it is her and if she is really doing that. I mean, I have felt this sensation that I have never felt before. I keep receiving Syncronisities that I have not ask for that are just too unreal not to have meaning.  So the strange part is that today on the way home, I saw my other ex from 3 years ago 3 hours from my house as I passed her on the Interstate. I mean, how freaky is that???? I haven't seen her in more than 2 years and bam, out of no where. We even turned on the same exit and she was in front of me. Then she texts me, fancy meeting you here. Are you doing okay? She then tells me that she has been dreaming about me, but i have no desire to get back with her. I haven't received anything from my girl today but I honestly feel she is so close, and the voice in my head keeps telling me she is closer than I think. I think this has created some resistance as everything appears to be being laid out before me and sometimes my monkey mind tries to connect the dots instead of allowing it to unfold. I would like some input from others as I feel these things are a result of my vibes being so high and my thoughts changing and my new found love for myself.

Last edited by Cyclewoman1974 (6/03/2016 8:59 pm)