It has been almost two months since I've started this amazing, fabulous journey and only now I'm starting to get what's really all about. 
Did I really spend these last two months obsessing over someone else? Thinking he's not here and what can I do to make him come back and what if I visualize like this or that? Did I really? REALLY? Why did I do this? Isn't it insane? I'm asking you all this: isn't it insane to overlook yourself because you're too busy thinking about how to be back with someone that - let's be honest - left?
It's probably due to the yoga, or the loving myself so much recently, or the good weather outside... or I don't know, maybe the fact that I don't need him, or anyone else, to feel amazing? The fact that I only need me? That I can be "needy and attached and desperate" towards myself because I can't never get enough of myself, because I'm an everlasting flow of love, appreciation, happiness, ideas, inspirations, dreams, hugs, smiles? I almost have tears on my face writing this because it feels so amazingly real. 
I'm not sure where I am in relation to my desire but in all honesty, do I care? If my goal is to feel good, and I already feel good without the physical manifestation of my desire, what do I need more? I know my dream won't stop existing if I neglect it. But I definitely know I will stop thriving if I neglect myself.
This hit me so hard today I feel so spacey right now.
I hope this epiphany of mine makes sense to you...
Much love and joy