Hello! I am new here! With heavy LOA research, I was somehow led to this site!

A little bit of background. I was in a relationship with a guy for 6 years. During this time I admit, I made the mistake of putting all my energy into him and having negative emotions throughout the entire relationship. Started arguments a lot due to that. Long story short, this has always pushed him away to be single, or to other women. Fast fwd, we have been broken up for 2 months now, he is with another woman, and I want him back. I am greatly working on myself, having self love, keeping energy around me, and learning how to love correctly. I am doing this for myself, first and foremost.

My situation seems hopeless. He's told me the other woman is who he wants to be with, I should move on, etc. Barely responds to me and doesn't initiate contact. I was BLOCKED from texting him.

I told him how I felt in a message through Instagram (not blocked on there) and he responded saying he read it, I didn't respond. I ran into this site last night. I am doing the superman challenge, I visualized my relationship with him, I wrote affirmations, did some scripting this morning. I always tried to force the relationship, but have now decided to ask, believe, and let go and allow it to come. I also danced all this morning because it made me feel great haha.

I wasn't expecting anything from him. This morning, he text me! This means he UNBLOCKED my number, he said good morning and told me again that he read my message (since I never replied last night on Instagram). I didn't text back. An hour later, he said he would let me know when he has money for me and bye. (He was giving me this regardless of anything, to help me out a bit with my finances). I didn't reply. We will meet eventually only for that reason.

I have always been here and almost feel he takes that a little for granted. When I don't chase him, he chases me! When I am reluctant to text him, he always contacts me. Why is this? Should I respond or remain no contact? I really want to heal as well first. Calling all LOA experts! All positive comments please