Sam wrote:

Are YOU also on your way back to YOU? 😊

Well, I certainly hope so!!

I'm having a kind of doubting "rough patch" right now, because I can't see her in my physical reality which is making me worry. I know that based on the current reality, if I were to call her or something, she'd probably act distant and rush me off the phone, lol. 

So I'm just trying to rekindle (and hold onto) that belief that she's coming back. I find it really had some days.

PrettyFlamingo wrote:

happyinlove wrote:

Thats good to feel positve but stick to nc work on being consistent . You can't keep going from 0-100 your vibe js all over the place. Keep the positve thoughts and feelings but do not reach out! No more!

Please take notice of this.  

Thanks you guys! I really appreciate the support. I'm trying so hard to be okay with things, or not okay, but rather "accept" where I am right now. And I think that's what's causing me to go to low vibes... knowing that I'm not where I'd like to be. 

It might sound depressing, but drinking does help me feel better... Is that a bad thing to do, or...? I love her so much