I get into the mindset of letting go, relaxing, and feeling positive about my relationship with my ex being restored. But now, I see that he has been commenting on other girls' photos on social media. There is evidence that he has forgotten about me. I am trying not to emotionalize this and thinking that he's just doing this because he's single. Because on the flip side, the last time we spoke, he told me "what is it going to take to convince you that I am not dating anyone and I'm not interested in anyone? What do I have to do to convince you that I don't have another girl in my life?"

I refuse to believe that this man is playing me, because that's not who he is. He is not a player. It's just a photo comment that I came across. The fear I know, stems from my own confidence. Because I wish that he was putting heart eye emojis on my photos. I have trouble with instant manifestations so when I don't see something instantly, I get a little bit scared. I know that it's not true. I know that he's not dating someone else, and he is coming back to me. Our last conversation was a blow up after I quit my job. he needs time for the dust to settle and so am I. We are getting back together in a brand new relationship filled with love. 

I just needed to vent. Any words of encouragement are greatly appreciated.