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Cheer wrote:
Hi Rosetinted . Yep I completely understand what you're saying. Been there and have been so annoyed with myself for slipping back into old beliefs, for not controlling thoughts better and creating the fears. Mine have been exactly the same as years. Ooh that pesky evidence!!
All I can say is Thank god that its never to late to turn it around!
It's so weird isn't it? Like we know this stuff! It's like sometimes someone slips in an old program into us as computers and we completely forget! It's much more comfortable to create negatively as we have so much more practice!
Bashar said something like life on Earth is like a masters degree... In creation and energy.. And I think sometimes I keep dropping out and going partying down in the sadness lol
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So I did two forgiveness meditations today (I have some guided ones by Gabrielle Bernstein I've had for years)
I did one on my old guy and his new girl, and one on the new guy. I felt a lot of discomfort, anger, some tears, but I think if I do it a few more times it can be completely cleared and released!
Also weirdly it occurred to me that I'm manifesting seeing the joy and romance with my old guy and his new relationship as that's what I want with my new(but old relationship lol) guy now.
So instead of it annoying me and making me insecure maybe I'm hearing the message totally wrong... Maybe it's a sign that is close for me too. I genuinely feel today closer to wishing them happiness together. As I want that for me and my guy too.
Last edited by rosetinted (5/12/2016 3:31 pm)