So, there was a message that it wasn't an urge to send him. It was more like I had to type it out to register what my intuition was saying about him. This ended up being the message about him and to his spirit:

Say it, just admit that you love me. I know deep down in my heart that you do. It is not a friendly love, there is something deeper existing there. The way you just spoke about my beauty, you are enchanted by me. I can tell through your words and I am not over analyzing it because I came to this conclusion right away. You desire me so deeply. You came back to me because you still love me. You have such a strong love for me. My intuition is sensing it. I know you have been thinking about me. I know  that you still want to be with me. I can feel it. It is not a feeling of wishing, it is a feeling of belief that you are still in love with me.

It's not a message of impatience, he will come to say it eventually. But I get this strong feeling of love from him. It is exists, I believe it exists. I am so sure of it.