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I was on a good vibe, doing rs and feeling nice but he saw my message and didn't reply and now I feel let down by him and feeling stupid about it now, I don't know how to get back to feeling positive, I feel like I deserved a reply, I didn't deserve to be ignored..its been so long and my message was nice and I just wish he would have said something back .. I'm trying to reconnect but he clearly doesn't want to but he's being so cold but our last interraction in person was good so what happened :s I'm stressed at the moment too over my exams coming up but I'm sad now over him :/ 4 years of being close to being ignored now? ..is there any way to see this positively do you guys think?
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And I know that I deserve to be happy and I'm going to put myself in a better mood by doing little things for myself, but Im feeling a little weak like I'm afraid he saw my message as pathetic or something because he didn't reply and that makes me nervous because I used to have Terrible self esteem but now I don't as much but I'm feeling that feeling of being stupid and pathetic and I hate it :s but I know I'll be OK soon but any little thoughts would be loved
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Nevermind this post anymore I'm fine now :3 hehe
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So glad you're fine!! You deserve all the good things that are coming your way!!