I was so worried about him saying we were only friends I manifested it right out of his mouth...

I don't want this to be a friends with benefits situation, I've had those before, and his actions really don't seem like that...

and he picked up I was annoyed at him saying that.

Trying to shift reality right now, been imagining him asking me to be with him properly and telling me he loves me (which he did when drunk) but I seem stuckkkkkkkkkk.

Arghhhhhhh don't want to have 'the talk' and don't want to feel humiliated either.

Trying to claw my vibe back up. He knows I'm super sensitive and empathic and have very 'heavy' days and lows and highs (which I'm learning to love and understand is part of what makes me me) so he sent me a loving text before checking on me...

May have seen in my other posts he's going away in about 2 weeks AND it's my birthday on Sunday.

Bloody hell. Vibe police please take over I'm surrendering as best I can, thought my positive imaginings had more power.

Gotta believe I can do this guys!!!!

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