Having the problem that whenever I see a guy that looks like mine , I have a mini heart attack until I realise its not my guy...Wondering if this is a sign that I'm not aligned to my guy yet or resistance and maybe that's causing him not to contact me? I guess im scared that if I did see the real person, he would ignore me :/

Also any opinion on the fact that my guy is still young and immature, he's 23, he isn't stable in his life yet, do you think maybe its s bad time to reconnect? Should I still persist for a near future relationship? Its been a year and gotten no signs of romantic interest since last summer and since he's been with that other girl. It just gets harder to remember the feelings with him and how it felt to kiss and sleep with him...especially as I've kissed and slept with other people since him. They say in loa that you don't get what you want until you don't need it, but I don't need him and I'm not desperate for him so I wonder now why he isn't showing up already. My vibe at the moment in general is good, I have some resistance towards him in terms of nervousness about seeing him and feeling ignored or forgotten but I know if I did see him I'd be able to laugh and smile and be lovely so I'm ready for him so come on universe! Haha