So I have been told that I'm giving neediness and quiet frankly I'm having a tough time not.

Since we got back into communication and he said we should date again, I find myself literally waiting to see if it will happen.

2 weeks ago we said this weekend would be the date...but on Thursday he said he wasn't gonna be back in town until Sunday.

Well guess who walked through the door as his mom's FRIDAY...I was shocked because naturally I assumed OMG HE CAME BACK FOR ME AND OUR DATE. Well since last night I've heard nada from him and today he sent me a text about our kid messaging him and immediately said I'll talk to you later on it.

I went to call him right back...no reply, no mention of tonight , nothing...

I'm feeling like cheap. I know he is dating, so now I'm like he is with her...he has never not replied to me...and needy or not, my give is crushed and hopes were memory high and up. And now not so much.

I'm feeling strung along. I'm ok without him, but it doesn't mean I don't feel sad. I do, it's hurtful that he didn't even mention our first date or address if we were still in...surly that makes sense to feel shitty.