I was having a kind of rough morning.  Missing my Ex and my family (yeah I know I'm not supposed to say that).  House is so empty and quiet.

I was sitting on the couch and noticed a deck of cards on the window sill.  I said to myself I'm going shuffle them up and just pick a random card and see what it is just for the heck of it.  As I shuffled, I thought, why am I doing this?  If I pick something like the Queen of spades it's going to bring me down.   But I shuffled some more and just took a deep breath.

I swear I'm not making this up.  I reached in the middle of 52 cards, this is the one I picked.  



"Charming, magnetic and often quite attractive, the Queen of Hearts has an innate ability to have favorable influence over others. The “Mother of Love” commands powerful emotions of empathy and compassion with a flair for the dramatic, a potent combination that makes this card, when in a tight spot, prone to excitability or moodiness. As a royal member of the Crown Court Cards, the Queen of Hearts has the ability to reach others through her innate leadership abilities, powerful communication skills and good business sense, and the level of success achieved is predicated on the ability to keep emotional reactions in check."

OK.  I'll take that.  Thank you Universe.  Onward I go with Love on my side.