So I still want my specific person but it's been a long time now since I've been around him so visualising him in my head is hard so sometimes when I'm alone, I pretend he's with me and I feel like we're walking together and I feel the same sensations and feelings I used to get and sometimes I even chat a little out loud and smile, like he's my imaginary boyfriend and im sharing my secret thoughts to him. I wonder if this might have similar effects as visualisation. On the manifestation front, I'm not getting any results yet, though it would be nice to get some soon this is a bit of a lame post sorry, but I feel forever quite hopeful about him and me, there is plenty of time, we're only in our early 20s, part of my desire is for us to both mature before we reunite anyway