First let me saw I am so lucky to have found this place. I used to be an incredibly narrow minded thinker in certain areas in my life and took for granted alot of things when I made good money. I found myself losing that job from consistantly setting a negative vibe of dislike and found life to look alot different when you have to work hard. I was lucky, great job no dregree and could pay bills and have left overs for fun.

Now I have a kid and barely making ends meet, but guess what, I AM NOT MISERABLE. Today I was offered a job making less than half of what i made before and I almost found myself slipping into tears, then i thought, I have a job! I have benefits, I can finish school, i get discounts on everything and even get benefits for child care,FROM THIS JOB! The one that pays less than half as of before.

I almost cried writing that because it made me realize that life always gives us what we need and I needed all these things. My next step is finishing school and moving into my career even though right now there are so many steps ahead of me.

I thank you guys for being very supportive and helping me get to this typpe of thinking. I feel incredible! Like anything is possible.

Even in my relationship with my kids dad. We had another blow out just last week and this weekend he called and apologized and made uo for it big time. Even sent a message telling me he was thinking of me and wanted to enjoy each moment we have and play it by ear, instead of turning down the idea of working it out.

I know he is seeing other people, but im not worried, I am the one he always calls and when the weekend comes, always makes time for now. So everything is moving right along. I am so over joyed and greatful guys...its spilling over onto my fingers while i type...gratitude and grace are my words of the day!