Hey guys

Some of you might know I came here trying to attract my most recent ex back, but I've kind of accidentally attracted back an ex from a while ago, who I was madly in love with.

I keep thinking this seems too good to be true! Really I am going to keep affirming, the better it gets! Now is my time for bliss and happiness! How can it get any better? I'm really falling for him again and that's terrifying me.

I kind of envisioned this first part of the reunion (whoever it was with) but now I'm like crap how do I keep this going. I wasn't feeling very well when I saw him today and I'm thinking ok you were moody, he's gone off you, you've blown it, he's fallen out of love with you blah blah blah enough!

This has to be a new way of life, a completely new way of being and thinking, right? There will be ups and downs but surely now the difference is it is so EASILY fixed miraculously with my energy.

See in the past I've always attracted things and fallen off the loa wagon, or got to a point in relationships where I'm like right what's gonna go wrong when is he gonna freak out.

Is it upto me simply surprising myself with how brave I can be in my beliefs? It feels very scary to feel safe enough to be happy, to not worry about other women or his feelings waning.

Now that truly will be courageous if I can get there. My heart is so grateful for how happy he's made me lately.

I'm kind of in shock. I'm telling myself don't mess this up.

Love to you all
Xx