Hey guys,

I could use a little advice...I've been doing really really well with positivity and my practices and visualizations! My frequencies and vibes have been so high lately and I'm loving it! I've turned the process around to focusing on myself and detaching myself from the outcomes. But I've noticed something and this is where I need some thoughts!

I easily am manifesting things around me. (ex: specifically visualized french toast being the cafe at university this morning and there is was. I run into people who I manifest and haven't seen in years. I manifest resources for my school work and LOA practice. Men I do subtle RS on just to test it out, always turn up the same day) BUT the one things i've been trying to manifest, isn't working! My man and I have had NC and I don't just want him back in my life, I expect him back in my life as a lover, not an acquaintance. I'm cringing as I am writing this email because I don't even bother to read things anymore with negative energy, but I don't actually feel negative about this, it's more that I am just confused! 

I do Lanies secret technique multiple times a day and RS. I LOVE the practices and all the visualizations I do. I mix it up with different things to visualize so I don't get so caught up in trying to manifest just one thing. I know it has been working in some ways to where I see him throughout my days, sometimes even wearing the same outfit I visualized him in. I celebrate those success full heartedly and give abundant amounts of thanks for them. But I just don't see it working like it does with everything else. I honestly don't have worry, doubt or fear. I see this perfect life we live in my imaginal reality (actual reality, I tell myself) and detach myself from the outcome, and everytime it doesn't workout, I'm always just fine and doing as good as I was before. I have a small twinge of confusion in the moment and then I let it pass. I know that just cuz it isn't happening in the way I am imagining it, doesn't necessarily mean it's not working, but I feel like I am seeing very little progress at all.

I'm pretty sure I'm not waiting around for him or to hear from him or anything. I really feel like I am doing everything I should be. I know the small successes I have of seeing him from afar, does mean it is working. But i'm not really here for someone to tell me that, I'm looking for thoughts on how to make this work when everything else seems to be happening literally just as I say it is. He must be a stubborn one because some individuals say their person they do Lanie's techniques on contact them or do exactly as they say that minute, that day or within a few days. But none of what is happening for me even comes close to that.

Guys, I can FEEL this in my soul, imagination, spirit-mind, whatever you believe. I feel that there is no reason this shouldn't be working/happening. The LOA and manifesting has been so easy for me up until this point. I can FEEL him missing me and wanting to be with me, just not sure where the resistance is coming from. Yesterday we had a team lunch and I was able to sit basically right across from him and there were no bad vibes or resistance. I could see him looking at my multiple times in my peripheral and I send him so much heart energy in those moments. I was SURE he was going to reach out to me later that day. At a party we were both at last night, same thing. But still no contact or any hint that he's letting me in. I don't want to break NC because I don't necessarily feel like I should have too. The way our breakup happened shouldn't require me to reach out to him, but I would if I felt inspired action to do so, but I haven't. I know its going to and has to come from him. I'm just confused, not frustrated, just confused. 

Could really use some thoughts!!

With much love and thanks! <3
 

Last edited by Grace4life (3/12/2016 3:28 pm)