Hello all !!
and i am here again to write about my update and a few issues that have been going on in my mind.
so, as i told earlier, we are talking again. but i feel like he does not really want to talk to me. its just that he is doing it for the sake of formality. and i know i need to get this **** out of my mind. and i really try doing that. and to an extent i do convince myself.
but then when i see the reality and see him talking to others very happily but not to me, everything falters again and i start being so negative and clingy and feel like crying. the vibration of everything happening out in my favor needs to stay but it just does not. any suggestions ??????