I have been surrounded by so many doubtful people, that on my journey to self love I had enough. My family calls me a "**** up" and I just shook my head in disagreement because unlike them I know about loa. The same went for my husband, he at first believed in my potential, but because I doubted myself he too began doubting me. The last time we spoke I told him I was going to get a job that paid more than my last and I did get that job. I want to tell him, but we are not speaking right now.

Don't ever let people tell you otherwise, especially with your knowledge of loa. I feel like in this forum, we should focus on getting ourselves back before focusing on our loves. Right now, I am using Lanie's method to have my darling forgive me and remember all the good times between us. My spirit guide told me forgiveness is the first thing I need to fix between us, especially since I doubted that he forgave me and he confirmed it.

If people are telling you that you won't be successful and are putting down your love life, do not listen to them because their logic is followed by default creation. I really need to stress this because this is what I go through. I am going to show my family just how successful I can be and how wonderful my husband really is.

They will be shocked how I went from a "**** up" to a huge success, as well as how great my relationship with my husband will become. I will also remind my husband why he fell for me in the first place. But more than anything I am doing all this for me.

Last edited by holistichealing (3/03/2016 5:13 pm)