Hi everyone!

I am new here although I have been reading posts on the forum for a few weeks now. So it's nice to finally write something of my own, I'm not sure why I didn't do this sooner. By the way you are all amazing, positive people and I just love spending time on this forum. It really raises my vibration.

Anyway I have been learning about the law of attraction for years now and I have successfully manifested quite a few things but I'll get to that some other time.
What I want to talk to you about now is something rather funny that I have been thinking about the past week. I am in no contact with the guy I love at the moment because I am in the path of finding myself and making  myself happy first because my insecurities started causing problems in the relationship and I decided it was better this way.

Anyway no contact is really no problem for me, I blocked him on social media because it is easier this way for me, I feel no need to check up on him and I concentrate on me better. And I don't think about him most of the time but this is where it gets interesting..sometimes I spend weeks not even thinking about him, or a simple thought crosses my mind and that is it. BUT there are also days when I am just randomly doing something..like I don't know - studying for an exam, eating, watching a movie..doesn't really matter what I am doing but all of a sudden I start to crave him like crazy. Mostly sexually, I can't get that image out of my head..I feel like I am going to explode or something, every part of my body feels him, it's so weird. And after half an hour or an hour it stops. And at first I didn't give it much thought..I guess I just thought that I occasionally have these weird feelings and I got used to it. BUT then I was reading something about remote seduction and as I was reading how the other person feels you and starts to crave you I suddenly thought: this is exactly how I feel sometimes. OUT OF NOWHERE seriously. So I guess it is possible that he is doing this right? I mean maybe not even intentionally, maybe he just starts thinking about this every once in a while..or am I crazy for thinking this? Because I didn't actually think of it until I read about how it feels for the person you are influencing...Sometimes I think about him but it feels differently..I feel relaxed and I visualize something or I think of a beautiful memory, however at that times I feel relaxed, I feel in charge of my thoughts and myself. Anyway I am interested in your opinion...

I am very excited to share my journey with all of you hope you are all having an amazing day!