Hey all, I just found this board. I'm going through a terrible breakup and have been getting back to LoA (it has always seemed to work with or without my effort in other life aspects!)

We were together for 2 years, engaged and cohabitating. We split up after a rough couple months but it was mainly due to him wanting to make sure he can stand on his own feet and not knowing who he is basically, thinking he wasn't in love with me anymore because he felt this way, etc. I did everything wrong with flipping out and crying though the last hour was just sad goodbyes.

Its been 6 days. I have been trying to let it go and doing well minus a few tears every day because I miss him. Today I did a prayer rain journal on it. While out driving I got the urge to go back to the place we met as coworkers and ask to teach there again. On my way there I got another urge to take out my ring which has been in my glove box, broken. I did and then had to shift gears so I held it in my lips. When I grabbed it again, it was fixed. Weird. Then I was in the place and just kinda wandering around, holding the ring and mentally talking to my teenaged self about it, when he texted me. It was halfway expected as I had said I was going to come pick money up, but yeah.

Also, has anyone experienced this "yo-yo-ing"? This guy and I met 7 years ago, would see each other weekly there, and inevitably would quit working there for a bit... But we would always show back up months later on the same night somehow. This happened MANY times. We always had a crush but one would always be dating someone so aside from a couple taboo kisses nothing progressed. Finally 2 years ago we were getting close and then some horrible things went down with our work family; I realized I was in love with this guy and when I went to tell him the next day, he had gone off the rails doing drugs and was gone. I was a wreck for 1.5 months; literally the day after I finally had enough and let him go rather angrily, he texted me from rehab. We began seeing each other and agreed it had all happened for a reason.

I guess I am wondering if all that is the universe telling me we are supposed to be together. I can't fathom such a cruel one to put us through 7 years of this plus all the hell we have walked each other through, only to be like "nope that's it! Break up!"

Last edited by Vegasxxx (2/10/2016 9:40 am)