Gratitude21 wrote:

I WhatsApped too...and got a very lukewarm response. Monosyllables...that's it. So, not feeling good. But well, it's ok. At least the urge to speak to him has gone now😀. I guess even I'll be fine in sometime.

What's important is you did get a response. Now you can go another 30 days. Manifest contact from him. That should be easy now that you've opened the door and he was at least receptive. I wouldn't advise doing it again, though. Don't follow up. Don't ask if he forgot about you. He knows you thought of him and wanted to reach out.

I almost wanted to last night when I got really emotional but I just typed the email and never sent it. Haven't broken NC in over 4 months so why now? anyway... We all have little moments that we get almost tempted to but resisting. A lot of things I would have shared with him because a lot is happening in my life since then and doing LOA but I can't do that. I deserve someone who wants to be here and not talking to me just because I initiated it. Maybe he's happier this way so I respect that and leave him alone but I can't help but feel in the back of my mind that he is thinking about me to.

Staceylouuu91x wrote:

If you're really struggling with no contact check out this thread PrettyFlamingo posted. It'll help you. 
http://veronicaloa.boardhost.com/viewtopic.php?id=7111

Thank you ... Wish I'd have done this first but I'll be doing it FIRST thing tomorrow morning . This is awesome !!!

80saeaak wrote:

Gratitude21 wrote:

I WhatsApped too...and got a very lukewarm response. Monosyllables...that's it. So, not feeling good. But well, it's ok. At least the urge to speak to him has gone now😀. I guess even I'll be fine in sometime.

What's important is you did get a response. Now you can go another 30 days. Manifest contact from him. That should be easy now that you've opened the door and he was at least receptive. I wouldn't advise doing it again, though. Don't follow up. Don't ask if he forgot about you. He knows you thought of him and wanted to reach out.

Thank you so much for your support. I think I did the right thing by contacting and don't feel guilty about it. And yes, I think I'm ready for 'no contact' again 🙂. Deep inside I know he is mine...he is just angry with me. Once my vibrations reach back to a level where I attract him back...is my goal. But this 2months of no contact did teach me the importance of self love. And now I've promised myself that I'll not let anything and anyone hurt me.
I will not contact him myself at all now. But keep doing my visualisations and meditations more.
Thank you again.

Gah, I just asked for a sign that we'll be together and saw her name, (very unique name, VERY uncommon to meet someone with this name in general, let alone see it on the internet) and also saw the name of the city in which she's from in a post near the previous one.

How do I take these signs as hope when it feels so unlikely that she'd return? I need to do something about how I'm feeling about this... hmm... I feel like it has to be a sign, but I just can't be convinced. Damn.