Hey guys, I know I write a lot ...like a lot a lot, but I really had this strong urge to share how I am feeling right now. So I am just gonna go. I really feel this strange positive vibe. Hard to explain. I m most definitely going to continue my visualizations, I have done so everyday so far ...except Friday night when he stayed over.  I tried the video of the get someone to text you that Veronica posted. I actually sent myself text with his name attached and made sure my grammar was just like his ( he is very precise). After awhile it really felt like I was texting him. Is that strange?  I know all this positive stuff can happen him asking me to be his girlfriend. He loves me I know he does and he wants to be with me or he wouldnt be concerned with what I am doing or why it took so long to text him, or for others to notice how protective he is.  I do not focus on how the texts went today. In fact it does not phase me ...I feel positive pretty good and I cannot wait to visualize. I  reading the other pussy power books and I am solely focusing on visualizing every night, scripting, and gratitude. I strangely even with the cabin trip don't feel the time pressure even though I know it is this weekend or next week. I m not sure what is happening but I hope it continues and is helping the manifestation process happen faster? Idk I like feeling good for sure that is the best thing that I can do and it feels obviously good haha. Right now I am currently reaching out to other friends while I wait for the other situation to manifest for me. That way I can aid feeling good. I don't know why I just felt like sharing that.