I should have posted this earlier to clarify: overall, I feel pretty calm and happy whenever I think of my guy. We've never met except once, I think. Looking at his photos online or reading what he writes always make me laugh or feel uplifted, inside. He's an amazing person, both inside and out. He tries to curate this perfect persona online which other people may fall for, but, for me, I really love his goofy, awkward conversations, moments, and photos. 

Basically, there aren't any sad or depressed feelings attached to this guy, which is sort of an odd experience. I'll keep following everyone else's stories on this forum, and keep updating this thread on my progress.

 

heliumtea wrote:

Lately I've stopped visiting my guy's profile on our mutual social media channels, quit Twitter & Facebook, and focusing my burst of energy into doing fun stuff online again like blogging, researching new books to read, and posting to instagram. My mood has definitely been lighter and joyful today! Funny thing was, every time I logged into a social media channel, I'd see his online handle (recommending new articles to read.. lol notifications) or his avatar suddenly pop up randomly while browsing :D 

I wasn't thinking of him at all, so it was nice to see these little synchronicities 

Hi heliumtea,

I just read your post and I like how you are taking things gently and ignoring your current reality. I think its great that you've stopped visiting his social media sites because the girl who has him wouldn't be doing that. Just continue enjoying life and loving yourself in addition to having unwavering faith and patience. You're definitely ending up with your guy!!

Distance makes no difference here.  I was reading Robert Moss's new book _Sidewalk Oracles_ and he discusses how deep feelings and intense emotions can influence another, regardless of distance.  I myself and trying to manifest my ex back and he lives way far from me, in Croatia.  Go for it.  Just be clear, visualize with intense images, put yourself IN the scene, not just as a third party.  Feel the feelings of being there with them in Japan, try and make it as real as possible eg sights and smells.  I am sure you will do just fine, 

NAC1701 wrote:

Distance makes no difference here.... Go for it.  Just be clear, visualize with intense images, put yourself IN the scene, not just as a third party.  Feel the feelings of being there with them in Japan, try and make it as real as possible eg sights and smells.  I am sure you will do just fine, 

Loved this message. Thank you <3

Took a few days off to enjoy Chinese new year with family and friends <3 Was feeling in a good vibration. Checked my inbox today and saw an email from a recruiter for a job Felt the urge to check my guy's Twitter and saw that he started following similar accounts on my follow list ie. Nike Japan accounts  

Gonna get back to doing stuff that makes me feel good, happy, alive, healthy, and lucky & blessed! <3