Hello lovely people

I've decided to share my story with you as you always seem to give good advise to people who post on this board
I don't really want to talk about the breakup anymore as it makes me sad because I still don't know what happened; today will be the last time I 'speak' (write) about it and then I'm not looking back anymore

My love, D, broke up with me very unexpectedly,  after we'd just got back from a lovely vacation. I immediately saw he meant it and couldn't stop crying; he didn't explain why he wanted to end our relationship. At first I tried everything to get him to talk to me; I called him over the phone, I texted, I sent him a letter and a few emails.
He replied to one telling me he found it to hard to talk to me at the moment and said he didn't want to have any contact with me for at least a few months so that he could get over the breakup.
I didn't sleep, eat and cried for over 2 months. Then I decided it was enough and I read up on the LOA, which I was already somewhat familiair with and decided to try and attract my love back that way: he really is the love of my life! He is the only man I've ever been with I see myself having a family with. I love him so much!

Ever since I decided to start using the LOA for this purpose, he's blocked me on whatsapp and he has deleted my details from my phone. He hasn't spoken to or texted my for 3 months.
It looks like I'm not really making any progress so far.

I've decided to start the 25 day challenge so I bought veronica's ebook 2 days ago; most of the things I was already doing, but I keep struggling with visualisation. Whenever I think of my love and want to pretend we're happy together, living the life we were meant to have together; thoughts of him telling me it's over, keep flying in....grrrr!

Other than that I try to do stuff I love and I'm concentrating on just being happy Hopefully I'll b able to tell you guys that he's contacted me soon!