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Strange emotions
I'm going from happy to resentful/angry to **** it I don't care today.
Resentful/angry because I had sent him a letter before Christmas and he said he'd read it that weekend and he has yet to bring it up. I mentioned in the letter to let me know if he wanted to talk but also to let me know if he didn't want to so I could move on.
A friend asked him how we were doing right before new year and he told our friend we'd talk this week (news to me!). Well it's Friday in a few hours and we talk but not THE TALK lol.
So there's that and I'm trying to push the resentment and anger away and replace it with love. Typing this helped, I'm smiling and felt a tug in my heart cos I love him.
But tonight while walking to catch my ride home, I was thinking like maybe I don't even care anymore if we get back together or not? I love him deeply but he dumped me and why would I want to be with someone who dumped me.
Just needed to let this out. 
I'm starting yoga next week! Excited for that.
What we think, we create. What we feel, we attract. What we imagine, we become.
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- MorganRose
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Re: Strange emotions
First of all, I have to say the yoga is a good move. Best thing I've ever done was become a yogi. 😄
Anyway, try not to be resentful because if you have that feeling that will cause nothing but him still not contacting you. Maybe he isn't sure what to say or how to say it to you yet? It could be something good that he has to say!
Manifesting an engagement and everything in between. ❤️
- Berryluv
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Re: Strange emotions
Don't force anything hun, and definitely don't harbor any resentment, it doesn't do the body any good. Sometimes guys can be a bit slow and stubborn, this all doesn't mean things arentry going to work out. Have faith and know that what you believe isn't in vein. State your feelings and let it go..I'm glad you came here to vent and it did make you feel better tho, there are soo many moments is the day I have a 'f**k it' reaction...like why am I even bothering. Or I wanna live on my own private island and not be bothered. But it helps flipping the coin and getting back to gratitude.
One thing I've been practising since yesterday (so new to this).. visualizing and really really feeling it to the point where I open my eyes and I'm shocked it's not real (as yet) then throughout the day saying 'thank you for x y z that I visualized'.. so far I feel so much better.
- awesomepeace
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Re: Strange emotions
I know exactly how you feel, but focus on you. The last two days I have really focuses on me and I promise you I've been surprised at the outcome. He even came round today to drop something off he did not need to.
I know your like me with lots of stuff to read and these videos to listen too but I read a short kindle book and it helped me. It is not LOA but it does mention it.
Men are different to women if they feel they are going to lose something then they panic and act. But while he knows your there waiting he is less likely to act.
Do what you are doing make yourself happy. But don't contact him. Maybe a text or email saying you respect his decision and wish him well goodbye.
But then focus on you. Be the best you can be for yourself. Enjoy life and he will contact you. He will see the girl he fell in love with and want her. Put yourself on the pedal stool.
Lol it's so much easier to give advice than take it. ( I'm telling myself that!)
He's yours just believe and let go. It's take time I know. I've had all the same things as you. Upset. Angry. Then f it. But it's ok.
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