A very positive step forward. I've never had ANYTHING manifest properly without letting it go first and simply trusting that it will happen, and being relaxed in that feeling.

I agree with you and you're on the right track. I think when you think about your person all the time it continues to bring up fear for most people. You seem to be on the right track!! You know he's yours!! I'm doing the same thing.

Blessedck and Barbidoll thank you :-)

i am sure something great will happen next year, also I did some future visioning and saw myself at the end of the year happy, married and pregnant and so i think this is the very next step towards that vision which I am sure will happen
and how and when I will leave up to the Universe
I want to get ready as much as possible for the new roles I will soon be playing in my life as both of them will be very new to me :-)

and I think the best way I get ready is to just stay centered and focused on my work for the time being and my health
as to be a good mum and wife the woman needs to be strong and totally in love with herself so that is my aim

thank you Barbidoll :-) that touched my heart :-)

I am expecting to read amazing stories on this forum as this year will be fantastic for each  and every one of us and I am sure that all the desires we have will come in such magical way that it will just blow us away with joy and excitement :-) yuhuuu

happygirl wrote:

I dont know if its the negativity which has been around today on this forum or if its the book Its done I am reading now.
But I have decided I dont want to continue with the visualizations even the little ones I kept doing and that its the time to let him go.
I realized that by doing those visualizations and affirmations or whatever I was doing, I was hiding a fear.
Today while reading the book etc. I asked myself seriously why are you scared? what is the fear of letting him go now, stop doing the processes?

and I heard, felt the answer - I dont want to lose the control in other words I dont trust the Universe enough and I am scared that if I stop doing that, he will never come back to me.

So I decided to do one last feeling session and being with him in my visualization, seeing and feeling the end result and now I am ready to let it all go and let him go. Just stop thinking about him, us, future and focus on other areas of my life fully.
Dont know what will happen and mainly how easy or hard that will be but I think it is the best I can do. Two years is a long time and I feel its time to show the Universe where I got to and show my proper inner strength.

I wish you all happiness and all your wish fulfilled.
I will let you know my progress in letting go when there is some and if there is struggle I will do some techniques to just stay focused on my work and so on.

" I dont want to lose the control in other words I dont trust the Universe enough and I am scared that if I stop doing that, he will never come back to me."

^^ I can relate to this part especially, happygirl! You keep doing the techniques and such because you're scared to let go - you feel if you don't do 'the work' you won't get what you want. I think that's just conditioning from society that tells us we have to work to get what we want. And so when we don't do the work, we feel like we're lazy and aren't going to get our manifestations and then we're stressed because we haven't done the work yet and then we're like 'Okay, when I get home I'm going to do RS, then maybe some journaling, etc. etc' and then you're just a big ball of stress. We do the work because we don't trust the Universe to have our back. We don't expect good things to happen this easily and instead believe hard work and persistence is what we have to keep doing to get our desires.

But, it's not that hard and it's definitely not the case. Relaxing and knowing it's yours is the right track to be on. You've done the work, now just sit back, relax, expect and be in the knowing of your desires! Making the switch is such a good step, and you are doing so well. I liked that book and agree it's very beneficial in helping you trust the Universe more and yourself. You got this! You are doing so well