Congrats!

Thank you for your help! I know I will get together with my love as I feel like I am falling  in love with him and me again.

Awesome news!

Heyyy, how are ya? I am great! I met him two days ago, I came to a bar where he was hanging out.When I saw him, I tried to turn around and go, but when I sat, he came to hug me started to talk with me because he noticed I was sitting alone.He asked me how I have been, he laughed at my jokes, he was peticulary curious if I had a bf, to which I said I have a friends with benefits thing, but nothing serious. The we fist bumped. I talked about one of my friends who wanted to be with me and my bf said why I did not accept the offer, to which I said I had my own mess to clean up. Then he asked if he was a part of the mess and I responded that I had never ever considered him being a problem.Then I asked if he had a gf, to which he responded that he has a kind of gf (he put quotation marks on "gf" statement) but that there is not much chemistry.He also said that if I wanted to hang out with him, that is entirely up to me. Then he hugged me and it was like he just did not want to let go of me, he said I looked great. Then we all went to another bar where we played music and had a nice evening. My friend asked him about me but he always tried to change the topic.I am so happy, Veronica! I truly believe he loves me still as I love him too and that everything is going to be ok and even better than ok. I see that he is still a wonderfull man and that I am a wonderfull woman. I am really happy!What do you think?

So I met a great friend who became close to my heart. He has a wonderfull gf and they are great together.
But recently I discovered (since we became close), that sometimes negative thoughts about his relationship pop into my head.
What shall I do? I want my bf back, I don't want to destroy someone else's relationship. About the bf back, I am ok, visualising when I can, I focus on my studies, writting and my happiness. Yet sometimes I feel like nothing is happening, even though it certainly is. I really love this guy. How is everybody else doing?