Hello all,

So long story short. I feel like I’m going insane. I have been in a bad spot 2 months ago and feel a bit better but my belief in the law was shaken. I tried self soothing and just self talk but when I get into a better place I see something that is based on my fears. I have been doing so much to help myself. Last night I saw something that was fear based again. I feel like I’m loosing my mind. I’m doing all sorts of things to help myself and feel better and then they work and negative synchronized stuff seems to show up. It  petrifies me. I don’t know what to do. My belief is very much shaken. I thought I knew things but I don’t feel like I do anymore. Why are there negative synchronization when I’ve been building myself back up and things? It makes it hard for me to even try to manifest what I’m wanting because it seems like no matter what I do to help myself they still show up.

Oh and the fears I’ve had aren’t entirely related to things I’m trying to manifest it’s just fears and so it makes it hard to try to manifest what I want because my belief is so shaken by this.

fizzy wrote:

Cynthia wrote:

I haven't even looked at this forum for over a month and probably won't again, but this has disintegrated into an attack on PrettyFlamingo, and that's not right or justified. She's the only person who has done any real moderation on here for years, and she's been more than fair. Nobody else has cared enough to even be bothered. PF has come a very long way. I understand what she means. It's got nothing to do with the concept of everybody being you pushed out, which I fully agree with. Neither she nor anybody else has said it's not possible for the OP to manifest a relationship with the person in question.

“I don't understand why you would even want a guy who after he is intimate with you disappears then tells you he wants someone else???  You only had 2 dates ( if Im reading that right) you didn't even know him but you know now he is not a good guy...let this loser go   sorry but someone had to say it... he just showed you he is NOT into you and only wanted one thing.he  got it now he is MIA......and you still want him??? lordy people come on...”

Above is Kasper’s comment copy and pasted. PF said she strongly agrees with what Kasper has said here. How does this fall in line with the concept of ‘Everyone is you pushed out’? If PF strongly agrees with this viewpoint, it DOES go against ‘Everyone is you pushed out’. And that’s why the concept was brought up.

I’m not sure why you are viewing this as an attack on PF. All we are saying is things that are clearly not in line with conscious creation, which Kasper’s comment clearly isn’t, should not be allowed here. And honestly, the fact that a moderator on a conscious creation forum ‘strongly agrees’ with such a comment is a bit frustrating. I’m not sugar coating that.

Honestly If Cynthia views this as an attack on PF she needs to view her many many posts saying “disregard this persons advice and this ones and this ones advice all you need is Nevil

I agree so much. This is an loa forum not a oh well you can’t change it and if you try you don’t have respect for yourself forum. I am all about self love and care. Take the time to figure out what you really want and if it’s something you want to do it. As with Anita from my experience so many people on this forum told me to give up and honestly if I had listened to them I wouldn’t have gotten where I had gotten or the beliefs I have. It was my journey. I agree everyone decides for themselves but like telling someone something based on their current circumstances is also pushing their limited beliefs. Telling them that they are true. It is completely against loa. Because we are always manifesting even when we think we are not. We aren’t just sometimes and there are exceptions it’s everything. There are many times when I do pop back into this forum that I see non loa comments. So really this forum has lost its loa magic.

fizzy wrote:

PrettyFlamingo wrote:

I agree with both of you. Fizzy is right about consciously creating, but I also strongly agree with Kasper too. If someone did that - but I wouldn't have sex with anyone unless it was a strong, committed relationship - then personally I'd feel they didn't deserve me and I deserved better. I'd not waste my time with an individual like this. I'd be tempted to look at why you want to turn around what was a couple of hook ups, if I'm reading it correctly. Is it because you've slept with the guy you feel it should be a serious relationship?

Yes we can consciously create but that doesn't mean we HAVE to. And there's always room for a bit of analysis as to why we really want, or think we want, something.

But PrettyFlamingo, here’s the thing... everyone is just us pushed out, right? They aren’t us pushed out ‘sometimes’ or ‘only in some situations’. So if you experience someone treating you badly, it’s always still going to be you pushed out. It’s never the other person. It’s always you creating them to be that way.

So the ‘LOA’ approach to something like this is always going to be “What belief am I holding that caused them to show up in my reality that way?”. It’s never going to be “Oh that’s just the way they are and I deserve better, so I’m moving on”. There’s absolutely nothing wrong with deciding to move on. But my point is, there is only one ‘LOA’ way to look at this. And it will only always be that you created it. Any viewpoint that says you didn’t create this is immediately not ‘LOA’.

You’re right that we can choose not to consciously create, but we are always creating, so you can never choose to not create. Saying you can ‘turn off’ your manifesting abilities at will also goes against absolutely everything ‘LOA’.

I’m not trying to start any sort of conflict, just trying to explain myself. I agree there’s room for analysis, as you’ve said. But even any s

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