And what do you think about this: I believe that illness  is  reflect our thoughts, emotions, anger  etc. So when Im sick so I just have to tell intentions that Im a healthy and I dont have to change anything else? Can I feel still anger what is cause my sickness, but when I tell myself positive intentions that Im healthy so I will?

Or what if somebody tell me  something what hurt me? Is not reflect my selflove if I take negative words personally? For example somebody tell me Im very thin and its not attractive..Is it not reflect my low selflove if I take this personally and Im sad because this words?

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What do you think that happen with them people who believe after a death they will go to the heaven or hell? will they dissapointed or they will always live in illusion and their illusion will they will in heaven? And  people who dont believe in it will  nothing? Because I read that a death is illusion too and that after a death we recognize we are never really exist and our life and people in our life was just an illusion..I really dont know what I have think what we will after death. And if death is just an illusion so we maybe already died couple times but we are still born to the another reality?its scary when I will die and I recognize that my family and friends never really exist ..

For me its easier imagine he tell me he want a relationship with me than imagine that I already have a relationship. Because I want imagine one scene over and over but dont know what I have imagine..walk? dinner with him and that he is tell me he loves me ? I dont know why ,but for me its easier just imagine he tell me he want a relationship with me and this scene imagine over and over.´.It give me a feeling I have a relationship with him . When I have imagine just dinner with him or cuddling (things which a couple do in a relationship)so this  dont give me a feeling that I already have a relationship with him, because these things I can do with him without a relationship too when we are a fwb....In my imagination I need hear word "relationship" .. I dont know it make sense :D

I would probably text with him often and hang outwith him often etc.and I would dont wait on his text or feel iignored..but for me this dont give me feeling that I manifest relationship this way..when I wanted work in different city with my ex in the past , so I every day imagined how I walked with my suitcase from my home and I imagined we are in a bus and travelled...and I did it.I manifested it that we worked in different town together..but during day I often doubted and I was afraid that it not happened , I told with my friend that what if we didnt go away etc..but I imagined this scene every night and every morning(that I walked feom my home and we traveled) and it happened .this was my biggest manifestation and I dont think that I lived in the end .. we worked away just one week because I did a mistake in job but I manifested that we were away together.