Sanshi wrote:

I am sorry to hear that. You will find another one. Don't focus on the rejection, keep going.

Update:
I got through an internship somewhere! Feeling relieved. Although it isnt my ideal or dream job, I'm still happy!

Sanshi wrote:

That's great to hear. Use the time until you hear from them to turn your feelings around. What I have learned is that is really important to keep working on oneself in times that nothing is going on. When something specific comes up like the interview, it's already to late and you attract based on your beliefs. If you are lucky, your beliefs are okay. But it's better to work the bugs out before something comes up.

I personally don't believe that fear in one area brings about bad things in others. The shoes still seem related. You could have been late or something like that. So it still makes sense in the context. But I can't tell you where what was coming from. In order to see this you need to be pretty aware of your feeling state all the time. I was really annoyed with my neigbor, because it sounded like an elefant was living behind the wall and started to dance in the middle of the night. I decided to manifest her moving out and it did work. I was hoping for a neighbor who wasn't loud and especially wouldn't listen to music all the time. Then, I went to my mother's and one night she snored so hard that I went in another room and slept on the ground just to have the possibility to sleep at all and I hated her so much in that moment. Sooo, my new neighbor is like an elefant that likes to listen to loud music and snores. A while ago I hadn't seen the connection, but now it's obvious. He still makes me furious, but I know that I did that and until I don't stop to be furious, I can have as much neighbors as I want, they all will be elefants.

Hahahaha instead of moving out, you can manifest them as turning into nice turtles instead of dancing elephants

Thank you sooo much for the reply. Well the time limit factor is scary because this internship is a part of my course and I need to start somewhere by 1st of May so thats another reminder. But I am preparing for it and I'll try not to let my fears bother me

Nice one!! But as mentioned "fine tuning"..how do you do that if the other person is not in direct contact with you? In my case, someone who was a friend but have lost contact since a few years

I recently read something in Neville's lecture on the freeneville website which I really liked and found worth sharing.I have posted the excerpts Apologies if it has been posted before:

Here comes this day a letter to me (he’s here tonight) he said, “I’m from the Midwest. My mother and brother have had nothing but physical problems, I mean, health problems. He came out of the 2nd World War emotionally disturbed and he’s been in and out of the Veterans’ hospital, well, constantly, really. He’s always taking these psychological treatments. For four years I made a little plan, I called it my mailing program, and I mailed them what I called metaphysical literature for four years, hoping that they would read it and would have a change of attitude towards life and bring about a change in themselves. For the medical world seemed not to help; they got no help from the medical world. So I thought, well now I’ll get this and call it my program, my plot.

Well, at the end of four years I heard you, and then I stopped it, I stopped sending them books, which I didn’t realize until only two weeks ago that they never even read one of the books. As they came they threw them into the ashcan. But I didn’t know that until two weeks ago when a neighbor of my mother from the Midwest came paying a visit to the West Coast, and she told me as the mail arrived, books right straight to the ashcan. So they never once read a book…in keeping with what Ben Franklin said about books that were given. He said that people seldom read a book that is given to them, and the best way to spread a thought is to charge a modest price for it. Don’t give a book; charge a modest price for it and because they’ve invested they read.” But this was not an investment on their part. The son sent these books week after week in the hope that in some strange way the mother would read them, the brother would read them, and bring about in themselves a change of attitude towards society, which