Ive been trying to manifest my friend romantically again and i attempted no contact. Because friends should txt each other to check up, right? Well... he didn't and then my best friend pointed out that i probably don't mean anything to him. And then i began to think how no one ever cheks up on me or texts me first and now im in a funk.

Im feeling pretty bitter the past few days. 

On a positive note im 2 days with no caffeine and instead going to the gym! Mabey working on myself will bring this person to me? But do i want this person if my best friend seems to hate him?  

Im currently trying to manifest this one boy i like a lot becak into my life. My friends are all really negative whenever i bring him up and it kinda brings me down. Ive tried not mentioning him but they will still poke fun at me for it. They always say things like "he doesn't want to date you Sid, if he said later in life, he means never", or "you deserve better than him anyway." I think they're trying to help but it makes me feel guilty for liking this boy. That's the thing that's hard is they haven't experienced this summer when we were practically together and happy... but i did. 

What can i do to make this situation better? 

Ive been trying to manifet=st my friend/crush romantically n last night for the first time in months we sat and txted for hours! We talked about music and life and school because we haven't talk in a long time.  It was so wonderful! A few nights before that i had an extremely vivid dream about him and i spending time together and with his friends like we do in real life. I just feel so loved and like im on track 

Thank you guys so much!

Thats an awesome ay to view it! Thank you so much <3