Thank you for this, a good reminder to take it easy and enjoy the ride.

Someone once said to me, "You are chasing a butterfly, be still and let it come to you"

 

So my SP and I separated in Nov 2019, together for 6 months, due to my own emotional place at the time, it wasnt a bad breakup as we kept contact during Dec and January, however, I started getting obsessed with trying to fix things, which ended in me falling deeper into depression. Until one day I found Dr Joe Dispenza and started on his work, which has completed changed my life. Then started working on manifesting my SP back after I had got myself right.

Was switching between Dr Joe's work and manifesting techniques, when I had a breakthrough with my SP, when she reached out 3 weeks back, and ask if we could chat in the morning.When I saw the message my heart fluttered, much like the imaginational acts I had been practicing. We had a very easy chat for a bit the next day, and we left it there, continued to enjoy the feelings

.I then thought, what felt like an inspired action, sent a message to my SP asking, once the quarantine period is over, would she like to meet up for a drink. She responded with, "give me sometime to think about it", which I replied, of course.A few days later, I had found a interesting music tribute on Youtube, we shared similar music taste, and thought, I'd forward on the link to her, that was Tuesday, its now 3 weeks down the line, and the message has yet to be read.I'm trying to slow down the intensity of my imagination acts and techniques, as I feel it could be resisting and not allowing the process to flow, while trying to control my mental diet as a result of the non read message.

Now, i'm a little confused, and obviously my conscious monkey brain is running wild.I guess the question is, did I blow this? I have made a decision to leave it as it is, in this current reality and ignore the 3D, continuing to apply techniques, so should I ramp up, or slow down the techniques and try focus my energy elsewhere?